I have a "never leave a room empty-handed rule when
cleaning - meaning take something with you that needs to be put away somewhere
else. Eventually there is a pile in front of the basement door or the front
door, or a pile on the counter and then like the last cat in the hat with the
letter zzzzzz, the vavavoom puts it all away. In the meantime it is total
chaos. I have to remind myself to take care of things as they arise instead of amassing
mountains of things I think I might
need.
The deck was strangely inviting when facing the paperwork,
but not 8 hours of inviting. Maybe an hour outside working would be OK. That was
the ticket. I could not tolerate 8 hours of painting with my short attention
span, but 1 hour, in the sun, listening and watching the migrating jays was
actually relaxing. so I can do a section of deck at a time, an hour a day after
work to focus on nothing after playing mental gymnastics - do-able. .Like any job that seems
insurmountable, breaking it down makes it easier.